Once upon a time--in August 2012--In a private self-initiation ritual, I swore my life and my eternal soul to Satan. I have been committed to The Lord of Hell for nearly a decade, but the blood pact ritual is a solidification of that desire. During the 3-night ritual, I took the name I had already used for several years as a Satanic alias, added a middle name, and sealed my bond with Satan.
My name is Jodash Böseschänder Phoenix. You can call me Jodash. The middle name--Böseschänder--is a German compound; böse, meaning "evil" and schänder, meaning "defiler or one who defiles."
As an actual worshiper of Lord Satan, I have abandoned jehovah and live every day in opposition to god himself, his teachings, and all who follow him. You will notice that I use the lower case when referring to jehovah. Obviously, this is not a mistake. It is a willful denial of respect, and while I realize that refusing to capitalize proper nouns is bad form in writing, I stand by the editorial license on principle. Believe me, he had it coming.
Since around 2005, I have been affiliated with a group of Satan worshipers known as The Cathedral of the Black Goat. The organization was started in 2001 by Myrmydon Pontifex Maximus, an exemplary Devil worshiper if ever there was one, and a man I am infernally proud to call Brother. There are plenty of other Brothers and Sisters in the COBG that I am also proud to know.
In addition to ritual worship, my music of Satanic adoration is Black Metal. By definition, Black Metal should be inherently Satanic, and conducive to centering your mind and spirit on Lord Satan. But, these days, assigning genres is anybody's game and is usually hotly debated by younger people who are missing the point entirely. What's even better, in my opinion, is a Black Metal band whose members are actual Satan worshipers. I realize that this is not an absolute necessity, but I will naturally gravitate toward the Satanic musicians.
Speaking of Satanism; in this blog, you may be assured that Satanic, Satanist, Satanism all refer to the practice of true Orthodox Traditional Satanism, and the actual worship of Satan. Never assume that I am referring to something like "Modern Satanism," which isn't Satan worship at all, but rather a collection of atheistic humanists who like the archetype of Satan to "represent" the dark portion of the human psyche.
And there you have it. The most relevant information about me to get started with.
As to what you can expect to see on this blog, well, a little bit of everything. I'll share thoughts, music, ideals, links, whatever.
Welcome to Hell...



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